not alone

Artistic and Crazy... me in a nutshell.

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not alone
artisticcrazy
I know I almost never use my livejournal anymore, but I had to come back to post this...


I GOT AN EMAIL REPLY FROM GACKT.

THE FANGIRLING IS OVERTAKING ME. SQUEEING IS INEVITABLE.



(I know that probably half the people on my f-list here have already gotten one before, and it's not that big a deal, and it's not personal, and all that, but I still can't help but be seriously buzzed over this.)

(regardless of how stupid it might be) *DANCES AROUND THE ROOM*

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artisticcrazy
Wow... So many people are freaking out over Gackt wearing a skirt...

Seriously, big deal. So it's a skirt.

And for reference, he's NOT cross-dressing. He's a man, wearing a skirt. He's not dressing like a woman.

(Just FYI, if he -was- cross-dressing, it wouldn't bother me anyway; I just felt the need to point out that -this- isn't cross-dressing. Men can wear skirts, while still being 'Men'. So get over it.)

Apologies...
bloodandgold
artisticcrazy
I'm still here, still alive, etc.

Apologies for abandoning LJ. I'm sick still/again at the moment, not seriously, just enough to make me annoyingly tired. I'll try to come back tomorrow to post properly, but if I don't remember, I just wanted to say:

I'm not leaving LJ. I'm not even officially on hiatus. I've just been a bit overwhelmed by real life this year, and lots of things have been changing. (For the positive, in a lot of ways, but it still takes me a long time to deal with change.)

Just wanted to tell those of you I don't know on facebook that I'm still around, occassionally. Though after having gone through the last 550 entries of my friendspage, I'm going to need a break before I read back through the rest.

I hope everyone's well, and that I haven't missed anything too interesting in my LJ-lapse.

Anyway... night-night all. I'll hopefully be back soon.

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returntogoth
artisticcrazy
Is anyone else having trouble logging in to Dears Mansion? I can get into the Village, including members only sections (GG etc), but not the Mansion itself. >__<

Is it just me?

Fixed!

Sewing...
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artisticcrazy
Just have to boast a little. I'm proud of myself.

I sewed a waistcoat in three days, fully liked.
And tonight, between 6pm and 4:20am, I started and completed a new shirt from scratch. So, at 4:30, I'm calling it a night and going to bed. Goodnight, world.

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Good times...
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artisticcrazy
Listening to a huge (304 songs) metal/alternative playlist at midnight while sewing my heart out. This. Is. Heaven.

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Bipolar...
bloodandgold
artisticcrazy
I've just realised, I'm dead in the middle of a manic phase. I've been calling people constantly, several times a day at least. I've been more forgetful than normal, and I've been so involved in my own head I can't believe it. My web browser is open with hundreds of tabs, from graphic imaging tutorials to sewing machines for sale, and then about 30 or so for courses at uni I want to do, but I know I couldn't handle any of them. Still, though, I'm planning on trying, at least for a few. The last three weeks have been a blur, I can barely remember anything of it. Now, it's almost midnight and I've just woken up again, put the heater on, and started drawing. My head's racing and screaming at my in three different languages, and my skin is buzzing. I realise just now, I told someone that, yesterday. The skin, buzzing. I don't recall who I was speaking to.

I want to buy things. I want to be away from here, invisible to everyone who exists outside my head. I want to experience everything, but I can't even begin.

I'll stop now. I just had to write it down. I'm still babbling at the keyboard...

Phew...
not alone
artisticcrazy
Just spent... an hour, replying to almost 100 LJ messages I've been meaning to reply to since October last year. Jeez... Hopefully this is a good restart, and I'll actually start replying, you know, quickly again xD

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artisticcrazy
One of the best things about having a garage sale, is the stuff you find in your own house beforehand.

This morning, I found...

$10.10, in a handbag I haven't opened since Jan '07.

And 12 David Bowie albums.

Tis a good start to the day.

(BTW, I'm not selling the Bowie albums xD I'm just celebrating having found them, they've been missing for ages. I <3 David.)

Apologies...
not alone
artisticcrazy
I just wanted to apologise to my friends here. My comments/posts/replies have been sporadic at best lately, and i'm sorry for that. I -will- be replying to all the comments and messages very soon, come Sunday I should have time to breathe again. I think my LJ 'reply to this one' folder in mail.app now has almost 200 unreplied-to comments, but I will be writing back soon.

Thanks for being patient with me...

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